Same old same old

I sit with tears rolling down my face as I just logged in here nearly a year since my last post. A part of me so angry at the person who ruined it all for me yet at the same time thankful to be rid of him. There is always a price to pay for everything. I sometimes wonder with the ailing economy if I will ever be able to finish my training and earn my wings. This summer it will be two years since my initial medical exam. Since I'm (ahem) over 40, it will expire. (Big siiiggghhh.) It's been 15 months since my last flight. So much has happened and sometimes life seems to move at the speed of at least sound lately. All I can do is wonder...